How many a times have you felt like you are lost in the midst of a morbid topic? Got you,,,yeah right; just came out of a debate I didn't begin with but got cajoled to express my yarcorve sense to it. "Do as the inner voice tells, and the mind will follow to your wakening of crippled epic thoughts"; what's your take?
Living my dreams through others a chapter I tore out of my life's livery theme. It's saddening how many times I got a message from inside but choosing to not listen. How much I discouraged my mind from thinking freely a bucket full of disappointment.
Trapped inside cliques of my soul made me mate just about anything that related to self pity that got me joying attention from those with vague sources yet saying what my ears longed to be grooved with. Given the lines of their messages, peace never engaged my timeline as it wasn't that which I truly felt but listened to.
Frustration by the mysterious shine of their mastery of my problems saw my attitude turn to convex, capturing gained worries of why am I not understood. True that 'feelings aligned better than feelings attached' [1]. Alone I was in the company of familiar strangers all gazing and gaped speechless. Nothing eye saw borne hope to my independent thinking.
In conclusion: being so disconnected from everything and everyone made me stick to redefining my self discovery. Feelings of dreams awashed a cruel joke that is capable of leading a temperamental spirit to an early grave that only a strong wielded persona can evade. Thanks to that I finally figured out what paved circumstances can do to a sole with hope deferred. All those happenings shaved my personality to omnifit the character bestowed to my name. All that I stand for is a reflection of all that stood unshaken from within, and that is the shape gracing your pupils, me. What's left now is for you to decide on this figure...
[1] by KgeleLeso
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