You know, it's true when they say 'experience an irreplaceable acquisition over time that you can procure but never fit to wear'[1] and now got to know how right they were. This very much not a case of ask me no lot I'll ask you not, to be clear.
Today I got out of a wow session with my TEAM. The session left me full of love for what I do with them as a collective. The level was up a notch from the previous one and steadily got to witness true workings of the source, sold by how in harmony we gelled, that it made me realize how back to myself I'm starting to be albeit with new trails of never been in me before traits like being loud and open. Trouble is, I'm not sure if that is a good sign or not as I felt too much out of my confines.
The content we churned out gave paths as individuals we charted at times by choice and sometimes unaware. I learned that 'age not a mystery overburdened by trial and error but simply a humbling number pointing out where you've been to where you're going from where you're now.'[2]
Spent a lot of time squandering my most precious asset with pixeled scenes that caused me to lose sight of my purpose in countless retakes I broke my compass with. Today awoke to the realization that 'daytime is not for working on your plan but rather implementation, for nighttime reserved for planning'[3], so I was taught today. How many of us still do that and expect fruition of our hopes and dreams? 'Reality a soft infliction of raw truth that leaves no pain but only an inducement for positivity.'[4]
Days of past gave me one of the capital gifts and that is model acquaintance, that is now at the centre stage of my growth process. Life a gift bestowed with privileged birthrights by the creator, and how we entangle ourselves with a myriad of hopelessness to our blessings a curse so worthless for uselessness. How I failed my will power a shame to my emptiness, for I let nefarious soles taint my purity with activities so deadly to my conscience but now glad I'm awake. My now path showing me that 'sacrifice is a quandary foregoing in whole of that which is of value to you sentimentally or economically, and not that which you give away in part as that just but a benevolent act'[5] and that 'fulfilment doesn't add time taken to attain it, rather enjoyed momentum in it'[6]; something only the determination can do for you.
In conclusion: 'blessing is an intangible element that enables the reward as a result'[7]. It takes will for a TEAM to be solid and aim at achieving the same vision with one voice. The warmth you give, the same aspirants receive and replicate; that's the capital gift called matching and mirroring. People copy what they love and be in do with multitude that which you are, so be that...dp
[1, 2, 4, 5, 6] by Kgele Leso
[3, 7] by Mahlatse 'Sojourner' Modise; (7) not in verbatim.
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