[Show gratitude]

This past weekend I experienced a blast of seasoned talent, thoroughbred skills, polished maturity, and genuine intentions, all gathered in spirit of success to achieve as a collective. Pity one in them broke that spirit of nestled blessing of soles. That one shattered the care and love showed to them, and that one unfortunately was me.

I know how dampening it feels to be made to feel your craft and devotion aren't appreciated, and I turned back to do same. The key takeaway for me here is that humility can't be bought and is respectably expensive, regrettably. My choice of behaviour left no honey in the pot for anyone who's attracted to ever wish to taste. Never had I thought I'd be a waste of existence to another's importance I so needed for long.

Self-esteem exaggerated worth an exegesis to the emotion tested. Self discredit I moulded in shape of my shame a result of decharacterisation portrayed. I just don't deserve a smile in kind from them. I know what I are and what's expected of me to them, and I brought the downside. From tomorrow on I'll be reversing my unme tendencies. Hope the remake of me be a better retake to frame, remodel and repositioned.

In conclusion: my growth, same as everyone's, is an everyday dilemma. My disappointments a threat to my day's now and future, I should've known better. I can't secure my peace in defense, and same is true with my gratitude. I should've been the better me, the qualified frame everybody elected to be surrounding, the he who over and over promised to be the version of humble, trust, unity, strength, exuberance, and empowerment. Sorry I advanced the D-game instead and proved to be impossible to work with, though having had such tremendous skill on set made it look like was the usual norm that thus taught me to respect the role players in the process. And but, however my bad performance and empty shelled me I was in the process, I am grateful to everyone who played a role in making the magic happen, sans your occupation of space it wasn't going to materialize. Thanks to you all...dp